Posts Tagged ‘Car’

Things are Changing

Link and I had been planning out in September.  Now it loks like it might not happen.  Big Red called today to tell us our car is junk.  The engine needs to be replaced, and its not worth itto put that much money in the car.  his advice is to junk it and invest in a newer one.  The timing couldn’t have been better.  (End sarcasm)

On other notes, the person we were planning to moving with, has decided to move out of state instead.  Though this did come at a bad time, I am happy she has made a choice.  I think I shall start saving up some stampsin advance.  XD

Starr has contacted me and I am enjoying our recent emails.  It’s nice to be kept up to date with her happenings, and has deffinatly reduced the worry I’ve been feeling.  Last I heard she was wating to get the ticket out there.  I hope to hear back soon.

I’ve been off my depression meds for a few weeks now, and I must say, I have more motivation.  I find myself, able to be happy, whereas my med had not let me.  However, my lows are also lower.  I’m wondering if instead of being treated for normal depression, I should ask if I may be Bipolar-Depresive.  I plan to do some reading about it and wehn I see him next, I’ll let my doctor know what I’ve found.  Wish me luck!

My Life a Soap Opera?

So many things have been going on lately I’m beginning to wonder if this is a sick soap opera no one told me about.  My best Friend Starr has run into some trouble lately.  I just found out that she recently got out of a mental hospital and her and her guy are currently homeless.  They are looking for a way to get a bus ticket out to Oklahoma where a friend is going to house and marry them.  I’m worried about her.  No matter how many times she tells me there is no need to worry, I still do.  She has been my friend for 12 or 13 years now, how could i not worry about her?  I’m hoping they will be alright and able to get out there safely.

On another note, I’ve been having some trouble with a love ‘V’.  My husband doesn’t know what to make of things and truthfully neither do I.  My ex-girlfriend dropped by for a surprise visit last weekend and we all had a little to drink.  Nothing to major mind you, just something to loosen ones nerves.  Anyway we where horsing around and having fun when she tried to kiss me.  I know she still likes me but yeah.  My husband was not too happy but says he isn’t gonna hover on it since I did tell him.  I myself am just confused on what I should do.  Either way, it was a hella funny scene.  XD  And Boogy, if you are reading this, don’t take it the wrong way.  ^^;  Be sure to give me a call before making any assumptions based on this post.

On other more normal news, Big Red has towed our car and will begin fixing it.  I am very hopeful that it will be done soon.  Then Link can drive to work and not worry if he has a ride anymore.

Also, I have been searching for an artist to draw out the design I made for my possible tattoo.  I’m still not sure I’ll get one because I don’t want to disapoint my family.  It’s just that to me, tattoo’s can be a beautiful thing.  I dunno,  think once its finished be drawn I’ll take it around to show everyone and see what they feel.  I know it is my choice in the end, but I don’t want my family to to be u[pset by it.  You know?